Jun 012012
 
Lee and Val

I’m Valerie Ferrero, wife, mother and care partner. My husband Lee was diagnosed with younger-onset Alzheimer’s (also known as early-onset Alzheimer’s)  in November 2008. This is the beginning of my story…..

It is difficult to know what action to take, what plans to make, or what the future holds when you don’t have the answer to the “elephant in the room.” It took more than seven years for us to get Lee’s diagnosis of younger-onset Alzheimer’s.

We began noticing problems when Lee was in his early- to mid-50s. He was the CEO/President of a local non-profit. I realized that things were worse than I suspected when his staff started calling me to find out what was going on or why he missed a meeting. I had been noticing early signs for some time by this point.

I really didn’t know that the problem would turn out to be Alzheimer’s. For one thing my husband was young.  Alzheimer’s happened to older people — or so I thought. He kept telling me it was the stress of his job, and I preferred to think that rather than any alternative.

In our quest for answers, we visited the Mayo Clinic in Scottsdale, Arizona, in 2006, where Lee was diagnosed with Mild Cognitive Impairment and Executive Dysfunction. The doctor prescribed a low dose of Aricpet and suggested that Lee might want to retire. He also stressed that Mild Cognitive Impairment does not necessarily turn in to Alzheimer’s. The doctor wanted us to return in a year.

We returned home and went about our daily lives. We saw a bit of improvement in Lee’s memory issues. But as the year went on, I was still hearing from his office and noticing changes myself.  Lee has always been a “people” person. Suddenly, he didn’t want to go to events or meetings. I sensed changes in his personality.  Negativity was creeping in where it had never been before. The little things were slowly becoming bigger issues. My once confident husband was losing his self-confidence. He began to second guess himself. And he worked longer and longer hours to make up for the loss of work time in the day.

His work was still stressful and he had become distant and defensive.  Things were getting progressively worse. We returned to the Mayo Clinic about a year and half later. The first visit we were there for several days. This time we flew in and out the same day.  The diagnosis was still Mild Cognitive Impairment and Executive Dysfunction.  The doctor wanted to continue to monitor his progress.

Again, we continued on in our everyday world, but friends were beginning to ask if anything was wrong. Lee was showing more signs of something being very wrong and of considerable stress. He had convinced himself that it was only work-related stress, but by this time I could no longer ignore the “elephant in the room.”

Our children were very aware of the problem from speaking with him every weekend and when they visited. The same story would be repeated over and over again. The same question asked over and over again.  This was creating a great deal anxiety for me. I was working and trying to balance the situation at home. It became increasingly difficult. I really needed answers.

I began to notice several troubling changes. He became dependent and seemed to need to know that I was around. This was something totally alien to me. I finally mentioned to our doctor that we needed to do something closer to home. This is when he mentioned the University of California, San Francisco. Another patient suffered similar problems and had had good luck at UCSF.

We scheduled the appointment as soon as possible. Our daughter, Jenny, was pregnant with our grandson John at the time. Our son, Eric, lives in Manhattan. Eric offered to go to the clinic with us. At first I resisted thinking of his costs and time. Fortunately, I relented and he met us in San Francisco. He set up the hotel rooms and everything for us. It was really helpful to have him there.

We were scheduled for early in the morning. I brought copies of all of the records from our never-ending quest for a diagnosis. The day before the visit Lee had an MRI of the brain. We picked up the CD of the scan to take with us. Lee went off with a couple of doctor’s and Eric and I met with other staff. They asked a lot of questions, and I gave them the records we’d brought with us. A little after noon, Lee and the doctor came out. The doctor said that we needed to return about 2 p.m. for a meeting and review of the morning.

Off we went to lunch on the campus. We arrived back at the memory clinic and waited in a conference room with a long table. We were joined by the different members of the staff that the three of us had been meeting with earlier, as well as students and some other doctors. There was a doctor from England. Dr. Bruce Miller, the memory center director.

Dr. Miller asked what we wanted to get out of the visit. My response, “answers.” He then explained the diagnosis. It was “Early Onset Alzheimer’s” (now often referred to as “Younger Onset Alzheimer’s).  He did several tests right there with Lee and asked him a number of questions. The other doctors also asked questions.

Dr. Miller advised Lee that he would have to retire. Lee didn’t think that retiring would be necessary. Eric asked Dr. Miller, “Would it be feasible for my Dad to get another job? He thinks that all he needs to do is get another job without stress.” Dr. Miller advised Lee that retirement was a must. He would not be able to work again. He could get another job and not remember what he was doing one day or why he was there. He recommended doing any of the things that we really wanted to do in the next couple of years.

Even though I was expecting to hear something like Alzheimer’s, it was still mind numbing to actually hear it. Dr. Miller asked if Lee would be willing to make a video for students. He wanted to demonstrate a highly functional, articulate younger than usual person with Alzheimer’s. Lee readily agreed.

We went back to the hotel and called our daughter. Even though she too knew the probable outcome, she was in tears. We were all both physically and emotionally drained. The next morning Eric headed back to New York and we started the four hour drive home.  We talked a little but were really feeling the weight of the diagnosis and lost in our own thoughts.

Forward to today: On most days, I understand and accept the diagnosis. Some days, however, I wonder if there’s been a mistake. For a brief, shining moment our world seems normal.  Then in the blink of an eye, we’re back in the reality of the situation. But while Alzheimer’s complicates our lives, it doesn’t end them. We try to live more in the present and to educate ourselves as much as possible about the disease. Knowledge helps us cope. We  attend a support group for people with early-stage Alzheimer’s and their care partners,  and we volunteer for the Alzheimer’s Association whenever possible. They give so much too so many that we like to give back whenever we are able.

Read Lee’s experience receiving a diagnosis of younger-onset Alzheimer’s.

Blog author Val Ferrero is a Senior Admissions Advisor with California Polytechnic State University in San Luis Obispo.  In 2008, Val’s spouse Lee Ferrero was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. Since that time, Val has committed herself as a care partner and advocate in the fight against Alzheimer’s. Val and Lee have been married for 41 years and together have 2 children and one grandchild.

  51 Responses to “Val’s Story: A Care Partner’s Perspective on Her Husband’s Younger-Onset Diagnosis”

  1. A heart wrenching story. Is Lee still driving? You seem to have a strong, supportive family. My actioin is to seek a clinical trial for my wife. She is passing the mild cognative stage of AD. I am her caregiver. She is the love of my life. We try to make the best of our fate. I am still working while supporting my start up company a challenging duel and must win situation. There is hope thru clinical trials. (I recently defeated stage IV, lymphocytic leukemia, aGVHD (transplant side effects) thu my bone marrow transplant. Keep the faith and my best.

    • My heart goes out to each of you. Your pain, courage and valor are signs of your strength. God is good and I pray for each and everyone of you. My mom has the disease and about a month ago my dad, her care taker was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia. It has been devestating and trying for us. It has touched my heart to learn about udo Schroff. It sounds like you beat ALL, praise God! My dad is 77 and its been about a month from treatments. He is trying to stay strong. All the while my mom w/AD is also in need of attention. Life is very trying.

    • I am sure that if I showed signs of dtemneia hubby would think nothing of it. I have always been forgetful and getting lost on a known route is nothing new for me. I had rather lose mobility than lose my mind, but if I lost my mind would I know? Poppy

      • We wrote an anonymous lteter to the DMV regarding Mom! That didn’t work even though she’s blind in one eye and cannot see the Eye Chart she guessed! So we just prayed every night that our mother and others on the road would be alive for another day. God answered he killed the car. and touched her heart so that she accepted it. She gets lonely ’cause she doesn’t get out much now. So her children call her more often. We do love her. She was and still is a gooood mommy.

        • Given the recent rconmmeedaniots of the NHS Future Forum are likely to result in more costly bureaucracy and that the Dilnot Commission Report is looking like it may be kicked into the long grass for fear of cost, what is David’s view on the need to increase the proportion of GDP the Government has allocated to healthcare spending or, is the only truly rational solution in effective commissioning using fully merged health and social care budgets as well as tackling the waste in duplication and cost variations?

  2. Finally, i was diagnosed june 2008 with early on=set thru a pet scan. cannot tolerate aracept but namenda has worked for me. i had to quit work early too. THIS IS THE FIRST ARTICPERLE I HAVE READ ABOUT THE ACTUAL PERSON THAT HAD IT. ALL BOOKS ARE FOR THE CARE-TAKERS AND WHAT DO WE THAT HAVE IT NEED TO DO TO SEE WHAT IS COMING UP AND HOW WE WILL REACT AND HOW TO PREPARE. I AM ON MY OWN AND DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHEN THE DAY WILL SNAP THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM. KEEP THESE ARTLCIES COMING SO I CAN LEARN SOMETHING. THANKS, VICKIE AGE 65

    • Vicki, I'm sorry you're alone with this horrible disease. I hope you can find help at a local Alzheimer's organization. You can't be alone! My mom was diagnosed at an early age also. She is now 71 yrs old and is no longer responsive. She is bed ridden and no longer eats or talks. Its such a heartbreaking disease. Please do your homework for a nursing home that will be able to take care of you. Take care.

      • Try to stay strong! I wish I could help you. I lost my mom – she was sick for years . . .she didn't know us. I travelled far to see her and for one single moment she knew me . . .it was worth every mile for that smile . . .I sensed on the day she died that she had gone – before I got the call – I saw her in my heart – standing in a field of flowers wearing her purple dress from a million years ago. My sister insisted she never had a purple dress and insisted on burying her in black . . .I know she had a purple dress and she was wearing it . . .it was the color of the flowers she loved so much . . .Irises . . .dalhias . . .take care, lady, keep searching for answers and keep hoping for the good in your life. It may come in the strangest form. I have a physical problem and my new champion is my rescue dog – who has the spirit of a wolf and bear and will tear out anyone's throat who might want to hurt me. The thing is – who rescued who – ? He has saved me and I was lucky to be led to him by some magic that just sort of happened. Now we are there for each other and I cannot imagine being without him. There are angels – some take odd forms . . .xoxoxox

    • Take a look at "Living Your Best with Early Stage Alzheimers" by Lisa Snyder. I just got it out of the library for my husband. Well written, honest and positive.

      Best of luck. Good for you for doing your own research.

  3. My husband was diagnosed with Early Onset at age 61 but they said he probably had it for at least 2 years prior. Looking back I remember he had trouble with things that had been easy for him. You are in my prayers. Instead of loving him less I loved him more because he needed me to & I knew we only had a brief period of time to do things he wanted to do. My husband also was told to do the things he wanted to do in the first two years. Please do them You won't regret it.

    • Hi, just read your blog…. My husband too has Been diagnosed with early onset of Alz. He just turned 61, was diagnosed at the age of 59…. He is awesome, hasn't shed a tear, so strong for me…….we to are trying to do all we want to do while we can…. We have great kids who have been there for us ( me)……. my question to you is, how have you been coping???? My husband has hardly raised his voice in our 38 years of marriage, but yet a couple of times he has really let me have it…..his mom also had Alz. And we both remember his dad telling us how his mom was cussing him out…( she never cussed him out)…. I have been to counseling but haven't found what I needed…. I told my counselor I need to talk with other people who are going through what I am, a spouse as young as mine, that maybe we could help each other…..
      S

  4. I have lived your story and my heart is with you and your husband. My sweet husband is only 66 and already in a skilled nursing facility! Please make sure he does enjoy himself now and that the family is around as much as possible while he still knows them. It all happens so fast!

  5. Thank y for sharing

  6. My husband was diagnosed with Alzheimer's at age of 56 but there were signs of the disease a year to 2 years before this. He is now in assisted living for Alzheimer's. It was a hard discussion to make and I still think about bring him home for me to take care of him. It may be a long road ahead for him. My thoughts and prayers go out to families that have to deal with this disease, maybe someday there will be a cure.

  7. My husband was diagnosed in 2008 at age 52 but we noticed problems starting in 2005. He does not drive and sits and watches TV most of the day. He gets confused easily. It is hard carrying a conversation with him I am busy trying to take care of our financial matters and reducing our debt. I know the worse is yet to come. This man had his MBA, was an accomplished musician, enjoyed surfing, windsurfing, tennis etc. He is happy. I just have trouble reconciling who he was with who he is now. We have gone out to UCSF for the past 2 years. This will be our third. They will do a new pet scan on him that will hopefully show where the amyloid plaques are. He will also have a lumbar puncture. We have not met Bruce Miller but have had his excellent doctors and staff take care of him. Hoping these test might provide some answers. We have a 25 year old daughter and 21 year old son still in college. The financial part is the hardest part right now.

  8. my wife of 58 years young was diagnosed with early onset alzheimers,but they figured she had early symptoms 5 years before,she had a very sore lower back & we thought she had chronic pain relating to her memory lost,we waited months for pain clinics appt. & nothing changed,when she was diagnosed at 58 , the doc said she already had moderate + early onset,the medications did not work well at that point, she could still function ok as long as i was with her & did not leave her alone in a shopping ctre. or by herself at home, she loved to travel so i took her on 1 last trip that winter to Arizona & Hawaii, as soon as we stop travelling her mind got a lot more confused, thinking back when you are travelling around your mind is constantly active on new things which helps I think. I finally had to hire a caregiver to help @ home but that crazy disease took a huge toll on her memory @ we finally had to go to a hospitol in Toronto that specializes in Alziemers, she passed away @62 @ the hospitol from aspirated pneumonia. It is so hard on the family to watch someone lose there mind at a young age. Please live & enjoy each day to the fullest, because life is short sometimes

    • I am trying to live each day to the fullest during these early stages but they are so destructive – I am so sad for your loss Rolly. Valerie Muir

  9. My husband was diagnosed with Alzheimer's in June 2005; he was 59 years young. He had to retire because he was a heavy equipment operator as well as supervisor. The doctor said he could be held liable if my husband did any kind of damage with the equipment. I did not know it at the time but the guys he was supposed to be supervising were covering for him when he wasn't doing things right. I was also noticing him being different at home. He slept a lot and didn't want to go places anymore, other than church. He had never talked about anyone but he had now started talking about someone at work. That wasn't like him at all. ……. My husband died in May 2011. I promised him I would never put him in a nursing home and I didn't; I took care of him at our home. I had help from hospice the last 2 weeks when I could no longer get him up, dressed, etc by myself. Alzheimer's is a horrible disease and I hope a cure is found soon.

  10. This is a remarkably poignant account of what a spouse endures. I felt as if I lived the experience with the writer.

  11. my husband was diagnosed three years ago at 63, spent 10 months last year in assisted living, but is back home with me now, didn't have the money to stay there. Everyday is different, he doesn't recognize anyone, his behavior is really bad and I am sure that I have a long road ahead. It has been a lot easier for me to have him home though, because I couldn't leave him at the home, I was there night and day, so now at least I am at home and don't have to go out to see him. THis is such a horrible disease for the patient and their caregivers, very draining physically, mentally and financially.

  12. My dear brother died at age 56 from this disease. I am heartbroken for all who walk through this devastating illness. God bless them.

  13. Does anyone think that alcohol drinking has anything to do with this terrible disease?????

    • Danna, I do think there is a connection between alcohol and this disease. My older sister was diagnosed in 2007, at the age of 58. She had started drinking straight vodka in 1991 after she married for the 2nd time. She was a college graduate, loved history, read all the time, and was the president of a bank.

      We had a huge falling out in 1995 concerning the mountain cabin she and I inherited from our parents. Since we both owned it, we shared in the responsibility of maintaining it. She would call me and tell me something about the cabin. Then 2 weeks later she would claim she had not talked to me She was only 47 at the time, and I was 43. She constantly did this, and I thought then that she must be having blackouts from the alcohol. We did not see each other for 3 years.

      I saw this disease coming long before her husband did. She is now in a facility 2 and a half hours from me in Covington, Georgia. The first time I visited her a year ago in the home, she said, "I wish my sister wasn't here. If my sister wasn't here, my husband would come visit me." (me being her only sibling)

      It's an awful disease. I am 60, and I'm paranoid about anything I happen to forget. I used to drink beer all the time. I stopped drinking any alcohol 6 months ago, for the very reason of not wanting to kill any of my brain cells. It's the amyloid plaque build-up in the brain that creates the disease, but alcohol does not help any at all. My sister continued to drink the vodka after she was diagnosed in 2007.

    • My husband has drank since he was a teen and still does. I noticed a couple years ago that something was different. At age 45 he was diagnosed with young onset dementia. The doctor knew of his alcohol issues but told me this had nothing to do with alcohol. They are trying to narrow down the type of dementia. Alzheimer's, Lewy Body or Frontotemporal. I still can't help but think alcohol was a factor because it was not a healthy lifestyle.

  14. My dad was just diagnosed. I am having a hard time dealing. My dad and my family moved in together, so I can watch him better. Some days he is perfectly fine, and then he's not. He only wants me around. If I go with a friend for a few hours, he is angry. Really mad. He paces. Misplaces things.. etc. This is only been 6 months and I think I cry every other day. I am not giving up, but I am so exhausted. I work full time, and my husband has been a great help at night but to make time for everyone is really hard.
    Thanks for sharing your story, I see alot in your story, that my dad is doing now. I just need a support group, and lots of patience.

    • I can really relate, I can't go out at all now, or she would be calling the cops, etc. I cry all the time, I'm exhausted have no husband for support tho, and I feel my life is flying by and this has been going on past 4 years, but been with her for 9 years, I am 54 now, but have lupus, cannot go to parties, invites, friends, movies, dinners, without her, she has a fit, she wants no one else, I need to know what to do, and I have to get some people in, it is a guilt thing, I can't sleep either, she gets up don't want her to cook, she smokes, always worried she is going to burn house down, what to do, I need you guys but hope to go to support group, in south jersey, really near the shore.

  15. I have read all the replies with great interest. My husband and I are in our 6th yr of the disease. This year has been the worse. Pneumonia caused him to be hospitalized the month of March, 2012. Did excellent in rehabe, so brought him home. But within a week showed signs of mini-stroke. I have a nursing degree for which I am so gratful. All the terms the Drs throw your way during the diagnostic phase is overwhelming. Don't know how lay people keep up with it all. My husband is 77 yrs old and is now in a nursing home atmosphere. He still knows me and I go almost every day to see him. He is also a diabetic. Believe he has neuropathy of the legs/feet. Sometimes he cannot get out of his chair. I have a tear in my left rotator cuff and lifting him is almost impossible for me. When he went to the nursing facility April 20, 2012, I was mentally, physically exhausted. You grieve everyy day for the person he once was. Praying that God will be merciful and will not let him suffer. Have three children but they cannot cope with their father's illness. My faith has really been tested but I know in my heart that God is in control. Rose

  16. Hang in there, as my husband has younger onset AD, he was diaognoised in 2008. This year has been one of the most difficult times in our lives! He is now 59 years old & has had AD for 4 years now, he has his good & bad days and has just entered a new stage as he has days when he can no longer recognize his children! Our kids are still young we have a 19 year old & a 22 year old, both still in college. I am also very young in my mid 40's, it is so difficult, being a caregiver to your husband as I feel that this is the age when we should be enjoying the fruits of on, it gets much more difficult, God please help all of us who have loved ones who suffer from AD!

    • Hi Cindy,
      My name is Lori. My story is so similar to yours I felt compelled to respond.My husband is 56 and was diagnosed with younger onset AD in 2010 when he was 53, although i was noticing signs as early as 2008. My children are ages 20 and 17. I am in my early 40's as well. My husband worked for UPS for 33 years and loved his job. He was forced to retire due to his disease in early 2011. In January of this year he got sick and ended up in the hospital. That just threw him for a loop and wasn't able to come home right away. Prior to getting sick and going to the hospital he was still able to stay home while i worked. But when he left the hospital he couldn't come home, he needed more care and had to go to a residential board and care. I was hoping he would bounce back to his previous state before the hospital and be able to come home, but he hasn't. i work full time and can't be at home with him. As of today he is still at the board and care just around the corner from our house.

    • He comes home for evening visits, dinner, and weekend visits or stay overs. Thank you for sharing your story. I agree that it is so hard to think of how hard we have worked, had great times raising our family, in thinking one day we would be able to enjoy wonderful times for ourselves and then it doesn't happen. It's also hard that we are so young but yet are dealing with something that I thought if it ever did happen i would be at a place in my life and age much later than now. Take care and would love to hear from you. It's not common to find people to talk to that are my age and dealing with this as we are.

  17. My husband is being tested on 6 August 2012. Today I am having a pity party! My husband is 72 and I think this has been going on for many years! God is good and I know he will help me get through all of this!

  18. My husband was diagnosed at 65 with early on-set AD. He too probably had it earlier. Somehow, he compensated, saying a lost word or memory was a "senior moment". We both were working and his has the type of personality that keeps those around him laughing. At home, he was beginning to have mood swings and depression. We were arguing more about small things. My job was stressful and he was retired from two and working as a volunteer school tutor. He use to love to cook and had meals ready when I go home exhausted. What a joy and gift! Now he would be home half the day and nothing would be done. He just watched TV, the same movies over and over. When he flew to a HS reunion and got lost in the airport and couldn't remember how to drive home, I knew I had to schedule an appointment with a neurologist. He listened, took a lot of preliminary tests and scans to rule things out. He got a physical and then said he most probably had AD. A more detailed cognitive test would have to be administered so we signed up for that and were fortunate to get in within a couple of months. This test was all day and I sat in a waiting room so when he came out for 15 min. breaks after each battery of tests, he would see me and we could share moments of encouragement. I could tell he was having a hard time because he would say, "I couldn't even put the blocks together" or remember a pattern of drawings. The scores were tallied and compared nationwide to other men his age, general and educational background and professional skills. Along with the PET, blood tests, brain imaging and verbal interviews of each of us, the diagnosis of AD was confirmed. I'm glad we had these tests done because we have more options for services with a formal diagnosis. Not having much medical history for his parents, I wanted to make sure we had the paperwork just in case, our children needed for their own health concerns. While my husband quit working, I continued for one more year. In that year, we paid off our mortgage so we wouldn't have to worry about losing our home. I also sought out legal assistance to explain what estate laws and probation of our wills would entail while he was able to understand what the estate lawyer was saying and could sign any paperwork. This is something I would recommend for consideration since each State is different.Be proactive and know what to expect BEFORE you need it. We've been married 43 years and putting things in my name wasn't easy. We also redid our wills. I'm also glad I did that because now my husband can't spell or write his name anymore. I carry a medical directive and POA with me at all times. I also signed him up with Life Alert and he wears a necklace that indicates he is memory impaired. He's wondered off 3 times, once when I fell asleep exhausted, so now I don't leave him alone and I make sure I can see him when he's in the yard. Your story is different than mine or the other respondents but it is the same also. We all know what you are going through because we're making the same agonizing journey with you. Thank you for sharing your story. It's 3 am and I'm grateful to have found this option to sharing my story as well as finding support by others. Now i need to get some sleep for the next day. Fortunately, my husband will sleep in if I'm in the bed too! God bless.

  19. All of these stories are so touching, thank you for sharing. Looks like we are all in similar boats. My mom is about to be 61 and was recently diagnosed, but my siblings and I have been noticing things for the last 8-10 years maybe. Seems like things have been progressing alot faster the last couple of months. My dad is her caregiver most of the time but since I live in the same house I am the pm caregiver while he is at work. I have 3 kids and this really affects them too. It is so sad, the other day my son said " I miss the old grandma" makes me sad that they will not know her as normal anymore and my young nephew and niece will never remember grandma the way the others do. Things are difficult now, but we are all preparing for the worst to come.

  20. Thank you all for sharing… My husband of 39 years was diagnosed 2 years ago… We, our story is so much like everyone else's he is ( was) sooooo smart and it breaks my heart to see him struggle with things that he could do with his eyes closed….I have been looking for a venue to talk with people that are going through what I am….thank you…..

  21. Thank you for sharing Val. I can see your pain. My husband was diagnosed with Early Onset of Alzheimers in 2009.
    the doctors at the hospital told me that within 5 years he will decline. He is now in a Facility and his neurologists told me that he is now at the End Stage of Dementia. He is now 60 years old and in palliative care. I always come and v isit him everyday. It is very hard to take. He us now on puree diet and has difficulty in swallowing. Last year this year, he was up and about attending Christmas parties and going to field trips. We had a wonderful time. My two boys are upset how their Dad came about like this. He knows me, our children, our dog and his favourite music but could not articulate. My husband suffers seizures every now and then. We have been married 26 years now. Wehn we were both working we always talk about our retirement. This is how we end up with. It is so unfair. He is not even retiring age. God Bless all those caring for EOD. Thank you.

  22. My husband was diagnosed in April 2012 Lewy Body Dementia he was only 53. I've seen signs for at least 2 yrs and finally had a cat scan . He's had other health problems and he seems to be declining quickly. We have a 16 year old daughter still at home, our son is in the Navy he's 19, he has 3 adult children also but they don't seem to care or keep in contact. I'm still working but I'm concerned about leaving him alone. He has a hard time with being around people. I'm not sure what to do at this point. I'm doing this on my own and I'm overwhelmed.

  23. have recently taken in an old friend that I used to work with. she was diagnois with Alheimzer desease and living with her daughter was not working out for either of them. My friend forgets things that happened or is said almost immediately, and it is difficult for people to understand that she can't help what is happening to her. My question is what would be best for her. Would she be better off or cared for better in an enviornment with professional caregivers, or is she better off here in my home. . I attend meetings different times of the month. I'm reluctant to leave her at home alone. She recently fell and banged up her arm. It is hard to determine what stage of the desease she is in. She knows what is going on around her, but she doesn't seem to care to much about anything, including daily hygene. can you give me some ideas as to what stage she is in, and if i am doing what is best for her.. We have completed power of attorney paperwork, and she has put my name on some of her bank accounts. I'm really confused at the present time. ( she is 75 years old) Please help.

  24. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
    I'm dealing with my 81-year old husband's dementia (no Alzheimer's diagnosis yet) that he denies is occurring. We both blamed it on his open heart surgery and very stressful, traumatic pacemaker installation in Dec. 2010.
    Our family doctor diagnosed "mild cognitive impairment" 8 months ago.
    Yet the changes are getting worse. He wants me next to him (or in sight) all the time. He repeats questions over and over again. He wants reassurance (almost hourly for days) that we haven't missed an appointment that is scheduled in 2 weeks. He forgets names, words, where his clothes are, dishes go, glasses are etc. etc. He gets disoriented geographically. When driving (which he does very carefully), I have to tell him which lane to get in, where to turn, what exit to take, etc. every 5 or 10 minutes. He doesn't want to get involved with anything or anyone.
    I was hoping our family doctor would help, but last week he didn't change his diagnosis, and pronounced my husband "fine". That just gives him courage to deny what's happening.
    I'm exhausted, without family near by.
    This blog makes me feel I'mot alone.
    Thanks

    • Oh Marry! I feel for you!! Thats horrible that your husbands Dr. hasnt given him a diagnose yet! Im kinda going thru the samething with my Mom. Tho Im not her caretaker .. my dad is. I speak to her a lot and shes in big time denial and its getting worse also. When they are like this its the hardest cause they sometimes ,like my mom dont see it and dont need to see a Dr.so they think! I feel for my dad also! Shes become moody and negative and paranoid about everything! Then she follows my dad everywhere! If he has to go to the store or just to mail or drop off something shes going! she changes subjects all the time and cant concentrate on one subject to long. She thinks we are all out to get her. Like as if we have something against her and its so sad. Its hard when they confuse things and argue with you about it!
      I have a special needs child , hes 27 now and still have many issues that needs constant Dr. visits and im worried cause my Mom expects me to become her caregiver one day. I dont think I can handle it! At the same time If something happens to my Dad?? I feel guilty about not taking care of her. But then I also have health issues that is declining. When I try to get her to see a Dr. she almost wanted to kill me and got so upset with me she hung up the phone!
      Im happy I found this Blog. It will help me get a feel for this disease and perhaps even have more apathy for my mom and dad! Thanks to everyone on here for shareing!

  25. Thank you Val. Your story could have been about me..I have been unable to find information about early-onset alzheimers from people who actually have the disease…and can still accurately describe their onset experience, symptoms and current status. There are a lot of caregiver stories (God bless them, all of them) but it seems they are mostly from their perspective.
    As a 61 year old health care professional with EOAD, I know what it's like to slowly lose the ability to function in the work place. Frustration, denial, depression, anger and fear feed intolerable levels of stress which ( I believe) make the symptoms worsen.
    I was actually RELIVED to get a diagnosis…it explained so much. I was able to go through the Disability process rather quickly due the compassionate assurance initiative program(SSA) and start to plan for a rather uncertain future. Thanks for letting me know I am not alone.

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  27. It is very sad to read from you that your husband is been suffering from Alzheimer’s. Appreciate your courage for looking after you husband since twenty years .It is really a victory in your life.

  28. For a brief, shining moment our world seems normal. Then in the blink of an eye, we’re back in the reality of the situation.

    The above sentence resonates with me and is the cruelest part of this dreadful condition that my husband (nearly 80) is suffering from though he is in denial, and to date has refused to see a neurologist, despite his GP's advice given over a year ago. We have retired in rural central France and though I speak some french I cannot contemplate joining an Alzheimer's association here since the town is 45 minutes away and I am too tired to try to listen to or explain the situation in french. So I would like to be able to be in touch with people in similar situations on line. I do have a small coterie of good friends in this region and they are immensely helpful, but only another carer of Alzheimer's in its early stages can understand what I am going through and maybe offer some advice. He seems to be deteriorating more rapidly of late and has moods that I can observe as they take over his normally kind and loving personality. Thank you for listening. Valerie Muir

  29. My husband was diagnosed with mild dementia in July 2013. He turned 65 in July. We just celebrated our 34 anniversary. He is on the Exelon Patch since July and Risperidone since Sept. 15. He started hullicanating saying people were living in our house is why the Dr. prescribed Risperidone. The last two weeks he seemed is old self. Tonight I am heart broken he told me his wife was dead and didn't know who I was. He would never marry me. His wife was nice, organized and sweet. It is very hard not to take those kind of comments personally. He will probably back to himself in the morning and not remember the conversation. It is very hard. PJeff

  30. I AM SO DISTRAUGHT, I HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF MY MOM WHILE WORKING FOR ALMOST 9 YEARS, THE LAST 4 HOWEVER HAVE TURNED INTO A NIGHTMARE, STARTING WITH PNEUMONIA, THEN 4 UTI'S, AND A MILD CONCUSSION, WELL OF COURSE, MY FAMILY ALL THOUGHT DEMENTIA WAS SETTING IN BUT I WAS TOLD BY DRS. THE UTI'S CAUSE THESE SAME SYMPTOMS, AND SINCE I AM WITH HER, I REFUSED TO BELIEVE IT, NOW SHE IS GOOD ONE DAY, HAS OTHER DAYS WHERE SHE WANTS TO GO HOME AND DOESN'T KNOW ME, I AM IN THE MIDST OF GETTING HER TO DIFFERENT DRS. HER FIRST CAT SCAN JUST SHOWED MILD CONCUSSION, AND NO WHITE BRAIN MATTER, HER BLOODWORK PERFECT, NOW I NEED TO FOLLOW UP WITH NEW CAT SCAN, HER MEMORY IS AWFUL, SHE CRAVES SWEETS, AND PUTS THINGS IN CRAZY PLACES AND BLAMES ME, I KNOW IT IS HARD, I HAVE LUPUS WHICH MY DR. SAYS I NEED THE CAREGIVER NOT TO BE TAKING CARE OF HER, JUST SO DISTRAUGHT DON'T HAVE MUCH HELP TILL RECENTLY, MY OLDER SISTER IS HELPING ON WEEKEND, MY OTHER SISTER IS IN FLA. AND MY BROTHER DOESN'T WANT TO DO IT AT ALL, BUT TODAY HE TOOK HER FOR SOME HOURS, NOT ENOUGH. MY SON HELPS WHEN HE CAN, DOES ANYONE KNOW OF ANY SUPPORT GROUPS, AND ALSO HOW DO THEY MAKE A POSITIVE DX. AS MY DR. DID NOT GIVE HER ONE YET. SHE DIDN'T RESPOND WELL TO ARICEPT, SO SHE IS ON MILD ZANAX THAT IS ALL, HOPEFULLY IT WON'T GET WORSE, I GUESS MRI IS BETTER BUT SHE IS SO PARANOID I DON'T THINK SHE WOULD SIT STILL UNLESS SEDATED. ANY SUGGESTIONS AND WHO CAN HELP ME IN NJ? ANY PROGRAMS, THAT AREN'T TOO EXPENSIVE, MY MOM IS IN BETWEEN, NOT ON MEDICAIN, HAS 2 INSURANCES, BUT DOESN'T HAVE MONEY FOR CAREGIVING, IT WOULD RUN OUT IN MONTHS, AND I CAN'T THINK ABOUT ASSISTED LIVING, SHE HAS HER LITTLE DOG, BUT CANNOT BE LEFT ALONE, EITHER, NOT FOR A MINUTE AND I CAN'T KEEP THIS UP, I AM SICK AND THE CAREGIVERS GET SICK,, EVEN IF THEY DON'T HAVE A BAD DISEASE LIKE MINE, I HAVE HAD IT FOR YEARS ALSO, WHICH I AM LUCKY TO BE ALIVE MYSELF, MY MOM WILL BE 88 YEARS OLD, THIS JUST STARTED 3 YEARS AGO, ISN'T THAT OLD, BUT STRANGERS SAY, THEY NOTICED THINGS YEARS BEFORE, TRYING TO GET WORDS OUT, SOMETIMES ETC. JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR WHAT DR. IS GOOD, I DON'T SEEM TO FIND ANY ANSWERS WITHOUT DOING ALL THE WORK MYSELF. THANKS FOR LETTING ME VENT!!

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  31. Val Ferrero has said it all – "Some days I wonder if there's been a mistake. For a brief shining moment our world seems normal. Then in the blink of an eye, we're back in the reality of the situation."

    I live in France with my husband who is in the process of having tests – his MRI showed atrophy of the frontal lobe but he doesn't accept the diagnosis and will shortly be having further tests and a spinal tap. His memory and cognitive faculties are affected and behavioural changes are taking place. He wants a "proper" diagnosis to the degenerative processes that have been taking place for over two years now and still accuses me of being (and suffering from) the problem. Socially he is fine and to all intents and purposes seems to be normal though a bit vague and forgetful. We are both originally English, just reached our eighties and are otherwise healthy and energetic.

    I need help in handling his unpleasant moods which are usually in the late afternoon into the evening – he argues about every single subject sometimes quite heatedly and though I try to ignore it all I can't always manage to do so. I walk away but he keeps on with the subject ad nauseum – spoiling for a fight it seems though he was never like this previously. I am unable to join a society here in France, my French isn't good enough and the meeting place is over half an hour's drive away. Our g.p. is wonderful and so helpful but obviously I can't keep going to him when I am becoming overwhelmed. My only option is the web and help from people like Val who knows what it's like.

    Valerie Muir

    • Hi Valerie. I live in rural Australia with my 65 year old husband who was diagnosed with Alzheimers 8 years ago. He is a Vietnam Veteran which I don't know whether or not has contributed to his condition. I have never made contact with anyone before who is "dealing" with this disease but picked your email as the underlying things you did not say aligned me to you. Unpleasant, demanding, self centred and fools me constantly with his stories. No one seems to be able to give answers of how far the condition has progressed as "everyone is different" but I just want a general idea. It sounds mean but I just want life to be "normal" again and there is no smoke on the horizon at the moment. All other carers sound so caring and compassionate and that makes me feel even worse for my negative thoughts. Regards Diane Green

  32. Wow I can't believe what you went through just to get a diagnosis. We asked our general practitioner for a brain scan to rule out dementia and had a SPECT scan that week. The test showed EOAD. I can't imagine having to fly all over the place just to get a simple brain scan. Having said all that, I am very sorry for the diagnosis. My husband is 57 and was fired from his job because of the problems he was having. He was denied unemployment, denied disability and I only work part time so you can imagine the financial difficulty we are having. Thanks for sharing your blog.

  33. Val, your story touched my heart! My dear husband is 76. Although no one anticipates that this will happen to them, you are not as stunned at 76 as when someone is only in their 50's. We have no official diagnosis yet. The MRI has shown cell damage in the hippocampus. Tomorrow we go for neuropsychological tests. I had just emailed my cousin that neither of us wants to face "the elephant in the room", then I saw that phrase in your blog. Thank you for sharing your story.

  34. Thank you! I am at the moment sitting weeping as I know my lovely kind talented man is losing his memory and his self esteem. It is breaking my heart and I just want to curl up hold him and die together. I know this is negative thinking but I am so scared!

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